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Jesika
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
Czech Republic
Hi guys, I'm 17 years old girl and I'm trying taking photos, but I don't have lot of free time so my photos look like it then :X But at all, I love photographing, because it has its own feelings and moments and I love it.
Well, I'm totally weird person (everyone is telling it to me -_-). I think too much about everything and it hurts me. I don't know what it means to be happy so I'm not most of the time. Or I am and I just don't know it.
Anyway, I'm still me I hope and I will fight for my life. You should too.
So, I love you, guys! :la:
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Hi guys!

I know I'm still not very active... I'm sorry, I just... I don't know. School is giving me hard times all the time and I guess I lost motivation and the little tiny inspiration I had (maybe). So my photographic activity is below level zero. Geeh, it's kinda making me sad now, but it might also be caused by Mass Effect. Yup, as the title says, I finished Mass Effect 3. For the second time. Yes, it might me surprising, but I played it only twice. Why? Well, you know the end. If you don't, and you don't want to read spoilers, you should stop reading right here. So for those who know, Shepard dies. Well, sure, he/she can have the last breath, but... Who knows if he/she survives. Although I don't freaking care I'm sure he/she's alive and will have many many children with their love interest. Am I right? But since I know what will happen at the end of the story, it kinda makes me not to want to play it again. But I did since I played only as a woman Shep, now I played as a male. It was nice, I did almost all the side missions so I didn't have to play multiplayer (I enjoy it more when I can play with my friends and not being forced to do it so I could have better ending). Blah, to be honest, I didn't even want to play it the first time since my dead friend had played it before me and next day she told me Shepard would die. In that moment, I thought I'm gonna kill her for sure. Biggest spoiler in my entire life :X But what could I do... I wanted to see in myself. Honestly, I wish I could play it again without knowing the story and the end. Just buy all 3 ME and play them in a row and be surprised by all the events that happen... I miss that. I enjoy the game, but when you know all the info (sure when you play it again you can find some you didn't notice before) it destroys the atmosphere. But it's an amazing game, for sure. I love it. Geeh, I wish I could draw. I'm such a noob when it comes to drawing. I wanna be able to draw my own ME memes, I always love to read them, it's so fun. And I might have some ideas for short comics, but hell, I can't draw. It's pissing me off! -_- But what can I do right. I can practice. But since I don't have time to my other hobbies, I'm not sure if I can put it in. It's all about priorities... When school is mine, I can't expect any different. Whatever. 
Well, I don't even know why I'm writing this journal. Maybe because I wanted to share my emotions right now (I cried, okay? :P) or because I wanted to make you sure I'm still alive. Probably. Anyway, I wish you a nice day! Bye :)
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Mass Effect soundtracks
  • Reading: Mass Effect 3 ending choices forums
  • Playing: Mass Effect 3

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Are you happy in your life? (gah, my first pool!) 

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rnpcarter 4 days ago  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave, and a happy belated birthday! :D
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Small-Jessamine 4 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome :) and thank you! :tighthug:
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:iconjoe-maccer:
Party    Jasmine, Happy 18th Birthday!! :iconcakepinkplz: partay - NaNoEmo - day 3 
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Small-Jessamine 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much Joe :heart: And thank you for those points, made me really happy :) :tighthug:
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It is my pleasure, Jasmine.
I hope it's a wonderful birthday for you. :iconbighugplz1::iconbighugplz2:
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Small-Jessamine 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
It could be better but it was okay :)
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OliverBPhotography 6 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Dear Jesika,

Happy Birthday to you! I hope you have a great one. :huggle:

P.S.: Check your e-mail for a little present... :D
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Small-Jessamine 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Oli, oh my god, why did you do that? I told not to give it to me! :heart: It's so sweet of you :) One of the best gifts today actually :) A thank you very much :tighthug:
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OliverBPhotography 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Actually you didn't. :D We were talking about Trine back then, remember? :nod: (And that one is still sitting in my Steam inventory and waiting for an owner...)
Glad you're happy about it, though! I'm sure you'll have a lot of fun with it (and if isn't fun enough on your own, TL2 has a neat co-op multiplayer!).

So... how was your day, so far?
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Small-Jessamine 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
I know we were talking about it! And I said you should waste it on me :P 
Yes, I finally downloaded steam, created an account, created account for the gamersgate and downloaded both games! :D Yaaay I'm so pro! :P

Well... let's just say there were much better birthday than these ones. And I mean it honestly... In short, I was kinda dissapointed with my friends, instead of calm day I was at school till 15:30 and then in town till 6pm (not having fun though, I had to go to choose my "unexpected" gift so my grandma could give it to me on sunday and I needed to create an account so I could buy things on the internet). So I arrived at home tired, sick of the whole day, and... Well, it could have been better. But what can I do, it's just another year... Yeah, I am adult now, but... The only "magic" thing about it is that I'm responsible about everything on my own. Great. :P
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