I know I'm still not very active... I'm sorry, I just... I don't know. School is giving me hard times all the time and I guess I lost motivation and the little tiny inspiration I had (maybe). So my photographic activity is below level zero. Geeh, it's kinda making me sad now, but it might also be caused by Mass Effect. Yup, as the title says, I finished Mass Effect 3. For the second time. Yes, it might me surprising, but I played it only twice. Why? Well, you know the end. If you don't, and you don't want to read spoilers, you should stop reading right here. So for those who know, Shepard dies. Well, sure, he/she can have the last breath, but... Who knows if he/she survives. Although I don't freaking care I'm sure he/she's alive and will have many many children with their love interest. Am I right? But since I know what will happen at the end of the story, it kinda makes me not to want to play it again. But I did since I played only as a woman Shep, now I played as a male. It was nice, I did almost all the side missions so I didn't have to play multiplayer (I enjoy it more when I can play with my friends and not being forced to do it so I could have better ending). Blah, to be honest, I didn't even want to play it the first time since my dead friend had played it before me and next day she told me Shepard would die. In that moment, I thought I'm gonna kill her for sure. Biggest spoiler in my entire life
But what could I do... I wanted to see in myself. Honestly, I wish I could play it again without knowing the story and the end. Just buy all 3 ME and play them in a row and be surprised by all the events that happen... I miss that. I enjoy the game, but when you know all the info (sure when you play it again you can find some you didn't notice before) it destroys the atmosphere. But it's an amazing game, for sure. I love it. Geeh, I wish I could draw. I'm such a noob when it comes to drawing. I wanna be able to draw my own ME memes, I always love to read them, it's so fun. And I might have some ideas for short comics, but hell, I can't draw. It's pissing me off! -_- But what can I do right. I can practice. But since I don't have time to my other hobbies, I'm not sure if I can put it in. It's all about priorities... When school is mine, I can't expect any different. Whatever.
Well, I don't even know why I'm writing this journal. Maybe because I wanted to share my emotions right now (I cried, okay?
) or because I wanted to make you sure I'm still alive. Probably. Anyway, I wish you a nice day! Bye